I know many people are confused on why I left SPA. There is a lot to it, but too long to write. I guess that one of the main reasons why I left was because I was tired of being ignored and treated like an animal. Not by everyone that’s for sure. Beth had allowed me go have little dates with Lebari, which made things fun. But, coming home was what I hated. Having to deal with the disrespect in the house towards staff and students only made me sick. During a week period, I had been treated like an animal by girls in my house. I felt like when I told someone, they just didn’t listen or didn’t care. I got stressed out, mad, anxious to hurt them, but I knew that wasn’t a good way to deal with things. After I got in a big argument, sort of a fight, I was being blamed for everything that happened. When I was only defending myself after being pushed, the staff chooses to say that I was instigating the whole fight. Supervisors didn’t let me say what had happen but when the manager came by I said everything and still made no change to me. I was crying and irritated, went back in and got sweaters and left. I walk for about an hour and a half and asked for help. I went all the way to Downtown and stayed in places for the night. During the day time, we walked and walked and then stopped to rest. The day we chose to come back, it was a hard decision for me. I knew that coming back was just going to heat things up for me a little more. But I realized that Lebari wanted me to be safe and in a little better condition than I was out there. He called and asked for us to get picked up and so we did. It wasn’t too bad being back home, the consequences were fair and having a house change for e really made a difference. Now I’m back, we are back, and I am happy to be back with people that care for me. Being back in school, ha-ha, it really makes me happy. Now getting caught up in my work is another story. I am a little disappointed because of things staff had said about me and the way I been treated by the staff, but I am trying to ignore it and not let it affect me. I know that even when I get older I will find myself in similar situations. Overall I am glad to be back home.
